I make music 2

So yeah.. I make music. I really like it and sometimes I think its some of the only stuff worth a shit when it comes to capturing more complicated feelings that are directly related to me. But that also goes along with the crappy music scene we have right now inside the corruption and generalized sounds for generalized quotas for the generalized rich wanting generalized control. (the plot generally thickens. No?) = D
But i would never feel that i need money upon piles of money on top of the love and recognition. yet i guess my eneavors for life is quite different on terms of sucess compared to alot of people. Because we all need more things than our neighbor to feel like we're worth a shit. And what sadly perpetuates this idea is that we have to have these things to be worthy of love. which is not true by any means... and if the opposite sex would only love you because you have these things. that's not love. But then again, that's all anyone seems to need anymore.
So sex and money. If one person makes it, they can pay for it. If one person can't make it, they can sex up for it. Both seem to win i guess. But what i hold in high regard for relationship doesn't seem to be the trend. And the supposed 'unconditional' love takes on all kinds of strange views and definitions. Because love is always conditional. But how did it ever become so superficial? I guess i'll emphasis more on this later.... because I'm really needing to articulate my opinion these days. But it just seems that i see the vision, and I can't find the reasons just to try and fail... especially when everyone is so happy with the current conditions anyway. To wither away or not to wither, that is the question.

Peer to peer file share

I think the real issue to the big picture related to the destruction of peer to peer sharing is what this movement goes toward, and what it implies about value of work. And that leads to the question, is one person more valuable than another? I would say yes, but that gets very freakin complicated and controversial. But at it's current state the individuals' value has grown far too exponentially instead of gaining what's necessary. Which, ironically, puts the worker further in the hole where he is forced to 'steal' the music he 'wants'. And a cause for this, under our wack capitolism, is industry buying people and making money off things that they don't even have a part in, except the fact that they 'bought' them. And this would imply that there was never true emancipation... and industry is slave owners, and musicians are the black people, and people are the crops (grown and harvested). All the while using a fucked up structure of price, capitalizing on the fire of yourn for music, exploiting both the artist and the worker of their love, and these corporate pricks are the richest and with the least contribution to society. I'm really pissed and fleshing this philosophy out alot right now. Actually to the point where i can't cooperate in school because that even is starting to look like propaganda bull shit...(Religion and structure don't mix with liars and cheaters, thanks for layin this issue on us god)... Makes me wonder about God sometimes. Is he the predator? But i'm making ground. Great article we got here http://www.demonbaby.com/blog/2007/10/ when-pigs-fly-death-of-oink-birth-of.html. I guess music is a start... And no i'm not a damn commy. But either way you look at it. the steps we need to make kindof look that way. Guess it would if you're trying to make a movement where it's fair instead of oppressed.