I make music 2

So yeah.. I make music. I really like it and sometimes I think its some of the only stuff worth a shit when it comes to capturing more complicated feelings that are directly related to me. But that also goes along with the crappy music scene we have right now inside the corruption and generalized sounds for generalized quotas for the generalized rich wanting generalized control. (the plot generally thickens. No?) = D
But i would never feel that i need money upon piles of money on top of the love and recognition. yet i guess my eneavors for life is quite different on terms of sucess compared to alot of people. Because we all need more things than our neighbor to feel like we're worth a shit. And what sadly perpetuates this idea is that we have to have these things to be worthy of love. which is not true by any means... and if the opposite sex would only love you because you have these things. that's not love. But then again, that's all anyone seems to need anymore.
So sex and money. If one person makes it, they can pay for it. If one person can't make it, they can sex up for it. Both seem to win i guess. But what i hold in high regard for relationship doesn't seem to be the trend. And the supposed 'unconditional' love takes on all kinds of strange views and definitions. Because love is always conditional. But how did it ever become so superficial? I guess i'll emphasis more on this later.... because I'm really needing to articulate my opinion these days. But it just seems that i see the vision, and I can't find the reasons just to try and fail... especially when everyone is so happy with the current conditions anyway. To wither away or not to wither, that is the question.